Sunday, December 14, 2008

good riddance goodbye

i get on a plane tomorrow to go home to texas
am i goin home or just another vacation of my life?
we'll find out
oh well i've made some good friends
i think i want to go to louisiana 
just for a bit
eat some cajun
have some people call me babay
it'll be a grand time
i'm watchin divine secrets of yaya sisterhood
it always makes me sad
(also makes me think i want to go to louisiana)
it reminds me of my family
but then again it doesn't
i don't really know why it reminds me
i do think that i may end up like that
some crazy ole woman
drinkin bloody marys in the morning
what a laugh that will be

i was sad earlier this week to leave a place
and a someone
but now i'm not
i am anxious to get on that plane
ready to go home
and yes i think it's home
i don't think its where i'll rest forever
i have too much of a wandering soul
but i'll stay for a while
drink some coffee
eat some mexicain food
have some laughs

and then i'll move on
who knows if i'll be ready
maybe i will
maybe my move to chicago
will make it easier for me to move again

i am sad
however
to leave the snow

it's supposed to be 80 degrees tomorrow
but for the first time 
i'm happy for it
it won't be the first time i wear shorts on christmas

my birthday is friday
and i'm not as excited as usual
it should be fun though
i might get to ride a horse
that will be nice

i keep forgetting my memories
where do they go?

oh for pete's sake
what a great quote

my thoughts are a little random
they usually are

i think this is all 
it never is

i will go on forever
i need to stop




good riddance goodbye

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