stabilize my stability

will you stabilize my stability?
as i sit here all alone
will you hold my hand?
as i wash away
will you sit down with me?
as i'm crying in my hands
will you walk with me?
as i'm scared from the past
will you make my nightmares disappear?
as i sleep in my bed
will you take away my loneliness?
as i feel so alone
will you make my eyes cry?
as i fakely smile
will you jump with me?
as i step up to the cliff
will you hold my hand?
as i take the leap
will you stay with me?
as i am and will be
will you love me?
as i am afraid of being loved
will you not walk away?
as everyone else has
will you stabilize my stability?
as i always change my mind
will you make me brave?
as i fear pain
will you stay for a while longer?
as i am not sure i will last
will you?
as i am
will you?
as i am
will you stabilize
my stability
as
i
am
alone