running is a never ending game

i'm running away
from you
from them
i'm running to
some thing
i do not know

i cannot trust
the words people say
i cannot the trust actions
anyways

i'm relying on self
scared to death
i'm losing strength
losing breathe

becoming your own best friend
is unhealthy

i need to be
able to
rely on someone
trust someone
see someone
where is someone?

i'm wandering through
an endless dark
the woods are trapping
me into

my dreams are so real
my reality is untrue

i do not know what is real
i do not know what i feel

i forget the past
and plan the future

i lose myself
in passions unknown

i try to trust
and push away

i find flaws
i run away

i do not know what is real
i do not know what to feel

i trip over my own feet
scar my own knees
sink in my pillow

try to forget
try to remember

i do not know what is real
i do not know what to feel

so i stick to a path
that i make up

when something goes wrong
i run to a knew place

keep me here
stop my run
do not leave
for once

i do not know what is real
i do not know what to feel

tell me you need me
unlike anyone else

i need to be needed
i will stop my run
if needed

my philosophy sucks
leave before they leave me

i do not know what is real
i do not know what to feel

just ask me not to go
tell me to stay
don't give me a choice
or i'll run away